I can't stop crying. The passing of Paul is one of the worst things to happen to me in my life. Only 8 of my gods remain. Paul is one of my biggest inspirations in music, and other aspects of my life. He was such a great person. I feel that I've lost a brother or best friend, because really, I have. This sadness is overwhelming, and the emotions are spilling out no matter how hard I fight it. I can't believe or accept that this is happening. This is so overwhelming. Maybe I'll be able to write more once I can actually think straight. My condolences go out to Slipknot, Brenna, and the Gray family. I love you, Paul. We love you. You will be missed. Stay sic, Slipknot, and all my fellow maggots... We will make it through this, with time. We are family. Be strong.
